June 16 — June 18, 2026 — He treated you with all his heart
I am Olha Stefanishyna from Sevastopol, Crimea. Two years ago, I realized I had become the victim of a crime. I have amnesia and didn’t know I am injured and traumatized: I had problems with health, but I didn’t know they could be related to crimes. The police from their side did not investigate the case. Since then, I have been working through flashbacks, which are the result of trauma and harm experienced several years ago.
Incidents from my direct memory and my commentary are marked in bold.
The location and time for these are unknown. Probably it’s 2014–2016.
I dreamed that I was walking into a dark apartment building entrance in Sevastopol at night. I go up to my apartment. There are 3 dogs standing by the door. They start licking and greeting me. I even smelled them.
Sensation: some kind of derealization, feeling depressed, feeling unwell, and a desire to just get through it. As if I were sick or poisoned by something.
I should say that our building in Sevastopol has a secured entrance, and no stray dogs live there. I don’t drink, and I have no direct memory of this return home. Probably, the dream combined several events from different locations.
A room that looks like a hospital ward. My mother’s sister, Lyudmila Alekseevna Mayboroda, comes in with another woman, a brunette, who is covering her face with a scarf. The brunette says: “Here. Just don’t turn me in!” Lyudmila Mayboroda: “Alright, where are the documents? We are taking you away!” Me: “Why did you turn me in?”. The brunette: “What do you mean why?! You wanted to steal him from me!”. Lyudmila Mayboroda: “Don’t talk! Get up!”
- They will maul you
- This is a 9 o’clock flight.
- We need a fast one
- How did you get out?!
- I don’t know, I was driven in a car. There was a boom barrier
- Show you passport!
- One hundred thousand dollars!
- Looks like he hit rock bottom
- You ruined his life! Bitch! It would have been better if you were circumcised!
- We never made it to Pennsylvania!
- He treated you with all his heart! You must pay for everything!
These flashbacks are accompanied by very heavy feelings: as if the whole world had crashed down on me, and I just wanted it all to end as soon as possible — that is probably what I was experiencing at that moment, if they reflect a real situation.
Important: Flashbacks and fragments are not the direct memory.
